( she refuses to look at him as she responds, her voice betraying her as she speaks. because oh, she knows how much lucifer hurts people. she'd kept a lot of it hidden from asmodeus over the years, not wanting him to be hurt trying to defend her and even after they'd parted--
she'd been the closest one to lucifer, the person he went to when he needed to release something. he wasn't a gentle lover, never had been even to bear a child with her and when he was cruel, when she or someone else had failed--
she doesn't bear the scars, her magic having worked to heal them but that was only the physical side of it. lucifer had hurt her far deeper than she'd ever allow anyone to know )
If there was another way-- ( but they'd tried so much over the years, tried running away together but they'd always been found out )
[He doesn't say anything to her for a few moments. Instead he breathes, one in and one out before he roars.
It's not a human noise. It's a demonic noise that's just as angry at her as it is at him before he breathes again, shaking, and nodding mutely, quickly. It takes him a minute to rise and collect himself.]
I'm only weak in front of you.
[He means it to sound angry but it just sounds hurt.]
( just as her guard will always come down in front of him, how she wants to be a different woman around him.
she ignores his final words as if they were never said, instead stepping towards him.
her hands rest on his arms but she doesn't say anything, teleporting them back to her bedroom. her next few actions are all still in quiet, lilith unhooking her bra, unzipping her skirt, pulling her underwear off. the last of her clothes lay in a pile on the floor, lilith stepping out of her heels as she steps backwards to the bed, laying across it )
Join me, Asmodeus.
( it's a very different energy to before but nothing will ever change how much she wants him. and she'd rather love him than fight with him )
[He has known her since the beginning of the world. Since her hands on his back when he had wings, when he was a powerful and good being, when he was still an angel.
And she still finds it in her to love him. Moving to her bedroom, his eyes worshipful, his eyes fill with love. Raising a hand to her hair, ghostly whisps and tendrils - what else can he say?
There is a wrench in his mind at that because he must always love his brother and he will always serve him but what was the point of falling if he cannot make his own choices.
He kneels before her, eyes shiny.]
...You'll free me from him.
[It's not a question. He kneels and waits for her command, to touch her, to love her.]
I know you will. I'm with you. Tell me what you want as tribute.
[His mind writhes. You must never disobey, you must never never disobey.]
( or for worship. he'd always treated her as his queen, loved her like one and really she did love it. but he wasn't just her lover he was her love and part of her still wanted that life away with him )
I want you to fuck me. Tomorrow we'll figure it out.
( they'd go to work, her new teacher needed to do his job, they needed to pretend as if nothing had changed whilst planning something.
but that was tomorrow. tonight she just wanted to be with her lover, to feel bliss from him and fall asleep in his arms )
[His smile is positively feral as he rises, standing up over her before running fingers through her hair slow, ever so slow, before he leans against her neck, holding her there before moving to lift her in his arms, lips against her neck.
( it's slightly murmured against his skin, lilith having dipped her head to kiss his shoulder. it had been so long and she wanted this to last, to feel loved, to lay in his arms and be gently brought to orgasm again and again. she'd save the rest for when they'd already gotten to know each other again )
[Her bed isn't far. They've coupled in so many places, fallen asleep in each other arms but this feels simple. This feels like her forest grove as he lies her back against it and presses his forehead to hers before kissing his way down her forehead, to her nose.
His gaze meets hers and he smiles]
Could you get used to these eyes?
[He's a vain creature and she knows what he really looks like. Rather then wait for her response his lips linger on her neck, her chin, teeth gently closing on skin before pulling at it as his kisses slide to her breasts, aiming to build sensation there.]
( there's no question about it. she sees both his eyes and the eyes of the man he now wears, his original self shining through as she remembers him, that man at the core of it. she'd loved him as an angel, as the twisted beast he'd been corrupted into. a new skin wouldnt change that.
she presses into his touch, soft hum as his kisses roam across her, nails lightly scraping over his shoulders. she bends a knee, bringing it just to rest between his legs, a firm contact pressing against his cock )
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( she refuses to look at him as she responds, her voice betraying her as she speaks. because oh, she knows how much lucifer hurts people. she'd kept a lot of it hidden from asmodeus over the years, not wanting him to be hurt trying to defend her and even after they'd parted--
she'd been the closest one to lucifer, the person he went to when he needed to release something. he wasn't a gentle lover, never had been even to bear a child with her and when he was cruel, when she or someone else had failed--
she doesn't bear the scars, her magic having worked to heal them but that was only the physical side of it. lucifer had hurt her far deeper than she'd ever allow anyone to know )
If there was another way-- ( but they'd tried so much over the years, tried running away together but they'd always been found out )
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It's not a human noise. It's a demonic noise that's just as angry at her as it is at him before he breathes again, shaking, and nodding mutely, quickly. It takes him a minute to rise and collect himself.]
I'm only weak in front of you.
[He means it to sound angry but it just sounds hurt.]
I'd die for you. I hope you know that. I just-
[Nothing. Forget it.]
...You're not going to fire me are you?
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( just as her guard will always come down in front of him, how she wants to be a different woman around him.
she ignores his final words as if they were never said, instead stepping towards him.
her hands rest on his arms but she doesn't say anything, teleporting them back to her bedroom. her next few actions are all still in quiet, lilith unhooking her bra, unzipping her skirt, pulling her underwear off. the last of her clothes lay in a pile on the floor, lilith stepping out of her heels as she steps backwards to the bed, laying across it )
Join me, Asmodeus.
( it's a very different energy to before but nothing will ever change how much she wants him. and she'd rather love him than fight with him )
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And she still finds it in her to love him. Moving to her bedroom, his eyes worshipful, his eyes fill with love. Raising a hand to her hair, ghostly whisps and tendrils - what else can he say?
There is a wrench in his mind at that because he must always love his brother and he will always serve him but what was the point of falling if he cannot make his own choices.
He kneels before her, eyes shiny.]
...You'll free me from him.
[It's not a question. He kneels and waits for her command, to touch her, to love her.]
I know you will. I'm with you. Tell me what you want as tribute.
[His mind writhes. You must never disobey, you must never never disobey.]
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( or for worship. he'd always treated her as his queen, loved her like one and really she did love it. but he wasn't just her lover he was her love and part of her still wanted that life away with him )
I want you to fuck me. Tomorrow we'll figure it out.
( they'd go to work, her new teacher needed to do his job, they needed to pretend as if nothing had changed whilst planning something.
but that was tomorrow. tonight she just wanted to be with her lover, to feel bliss from him and fall asleep in his arms )
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His voice is soft against her skin.]
You want it hard? Or soft?
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( it's slightly murmured against his skin, lilith having dipped her head to kiss his shoulder. it had been so long and she wanted this to last, to feel loved, to lay in his arms and be gently brought to orgasm again and again. she'd save the rest for when they'd already gotten to know each other again )
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His gaze meets hers and he smiles]
Could you get used to these eyes?
[He's a vain creature and she knows what he really looks like. Rather then wait for her response his lips linger on her neck, her chin, teeth gently closing on skin before pulling at it as his kisses slide to her breasts, aiming to build sensation there.]
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( there's no question about it. she sees both his eyes and the eyes of the man he now wears, his original self shining through as she remembers him, that man at the core of it. she'd loved him as an angel, as the twisted beast he'd been corrupted into. a new skin wouldnt change that.
she presses into his touch, soft hum as his kisses roam across her, nails lightly scraping over his shoulders. she bends a knee, bringing it just to rest between his legs, a firm contact pressing against his cock )