( she'll give him the real rant later when it's all done )
If you've got any paperwork to do you should still do it. I was thinking of lying on your couch until it's time, relax, maybe get ahead of them with a story. Or facts.
[Then into the Academy office building they go and up to his office on the sixth floor. It's a nice office with a view. There're pictures here and there, even a few of him, Una, and Phil.]
( time passes both quicker than una would like and not quick enough in his office. there's compliments given about it being a nice office and the view before she settles pn the couch and tries to think of everything that they could possibly ask her in preparation.
and then before long it's time. she hesitates slightly before leaving, making her way back down to medical, glad that the way is still familiar.
a lot of questions are asked, scans taken before she's led to an office for starfleet intelligence to really ask her questions.
it's hours when she returns, closer to three than any decent time for lunch, and whilst una's a little exhausted from it she's not as frustrated as she'd expected to be. though she does lay back on the couch, hands resting on her head for a minute to try and absorb it all )
[Chris, for his part does order lunch, but when he realizes she isn't going to make it back in time so he eats his, puts hers away with plans to bring it back to his Academy Apartment, and gets her a bowl of strawberries and her favorite tea, both of which go on the table in front of the sofa.]
I also have scotch if you want something stronger.
( she sighs, another minute on the couch before she sits up, drawing her legs up beside her and reaching for the strawberry bowl, resting it on her legs )
It wasn't as awful as I expected but it's also not done. They don't yet know what to do with me. Or really what they want to do with me.
[He goes behind his desk, pulls two glasses and a bottle from his bottom drawer, puts it all on the table and sits on the couch before pouring two drinks.]
When do they expect to figure it out? And what were the choices for what they can do with you?
Give me back a ship, find a different position... they're looking to find a way of keeping her commission, a lie of how she isn't dead.
( part of her feels guilty for being torn about this, strange when starfleet has always been her dream. that hasn't changed but these are circumstances she never could have expected )
They want me out there, keeping how I'm really here a secret.
It feels strange to say that I don't know but this situation isn't my normal one.
( in her normal situation she wanted nothing more than to be in starfleet, to be out there. but she'd been thrown into circumstances she only partially knew and she at least needed some time )
I could do it, it wouldn't be difficult but... it's not really my life. Which isn't really anything, I could figure out everything I needed, I could do the job... but there are things I'd miss.
( she herself hadn't yet said goodbye to him, hadn't gotten ready to move on as a captain. she could do it but she wasn't there yet to leave him )
[Then he pours two drinks and leans back on the sofa.]
You'd be good at the job, and if you're anything like her you should have had your own command years ago, even if I would've missed you.
[It's actually nice to be able to say things like that out loud now.]
It doesn't need to be a ship-board posting. I needed a break after Talos. It would stand to reason that you would too, after being left wherever they decide to say you were left for two years.
( she smiles at the compliment even if she doesn't comment on it. starfleet had been trying to give her her own command for years, had tried promoting her multiple times but she'd turned them down each time. he wasn't the reason, no matter how she felt about him he'd never been the reason that she'd hung on. not in how feelings might be interpreted, anyway.
but he was right. she didn't have to go back out there to do something, there were many things she could do, right? )
You're right. After 'being dead' for two years, after whatever story they come up with... having a break would probably be sensible. Medical would feel better about it. ( she did not look forward to the therapist they were going to send her to ) Something planet based might work better.
Well right now I like that option. As well as getting over 'being dead' it'll give me time to catch up on a history I'm supposed to know.
( especially anything she could dig up that he didn't know. being planet based would also be more helpful to her in trying to find a way back to her own universe )
I'm back with them tomorrow, it'll probably come up.
( which showed her faith in a small conversation but nothing about this was a small conversation. but really, the quicker the bulk of it was done the better especially if she wasn't frustrated going forward )
When was La'an promoted?
( good for her. though did they meet in the same way here or had la'an been afforded a better life? )
[He could fill in what happened, it seemed like the same kind of dancing around it he did when they first met each other in the hospital.]
I'm sorry.
[He leans back on the sofa, drink still in hand thinking.]
The Academy wouldn't be good. Though you might be a fun guest lecturer. There are some open Captain level positions at command, and there're always the shipyards. Maybe you can help with the computer systems. Everything's getting enhanced with better voice control.
[Wouldn't that be something, every ship would sound like Una.]
( always the joke but at least she's making it this time. but una does have a lot she can talk about whether it's engineering, helm, or just general space experiences. and those would definitely be the more interesting lectures )
I can't say I've ever thought about it before, being on a ship was the only thing before. But I'll definitely look into each of them. ( and no doubt they'd all try to win her over to them ) I won't be jumping quickly.
Most of the cadets don't think they can, whatever they pick in the academy is going to be what they're stuck with forever.
[Which is far from the truth, but cadets get their minds set on the way things work and just stick with it.]
Being on a planet isn't all bad, and I'd never thought I'd say this but it's nice to be in one place for a little while. It actually makes me feel like I have a life outside of Starfleet sometimes.
( and that's definitely the scary part. their lives are so different to what una knows but somehow, and it's absolutely because he's here, she's not that frightened by it. if he's with her she figures she can adjust and make something new )
I do. But I needed the stability for a while. The academy position's temporary for a few years, then rumor has it, I should have a ship waiting for me.
[What ship that is, he has no idea but that's what's supposed to happen.]
They wanted to make me an Admiral after Talos, I told them no. I'm not ready to be stuck on a planet permanently.
It seems like they're not ready to lose either of us yet.
( which was good, certainly on chris's side, he was too good of an officer and a captain to lose. and she was glad that he hadn't taken that promotion )
What's the estimate of when the ship will be ready?
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( she'll give him the real rant later when it's all done )
If you've got any paperwork to do you should still do it. I was thinking of lying on your couch until it's time, relax, maybe get ahead of them with a story. Or facts.
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All right.
[Then into the Academy office building they go and up to his office on the sixth floor. It's a nice office with a view. There're pictures here and there, even a few of him, Una, and Phil.]
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and then before long it's time. she hesitates slightly before leaving, making her way back down to medical, glad that the way is still familiar.
a lot of questions are asked, scans taken before she's led to an office for starfleet intelligence to really ask her questions.
it's hours when she returns, closer to three than any decent time for lunch, and whilst una's a little exhausted from it she's not as frustrated as she'd expected to be. though she does lay back on the couch, hands resting on her head for a minute to try and absorb it all )
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I also have scotch if you want something stronger.
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( she sighs, another minute on the couch before she sits up, drawing her legs up beside her and reaching for the strawberry bowl, resting it on her legs )
It wasn't as awful as I expected but it's also not done. They don't yet know what to do with me. Or really what they want to do with me.
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When do they expect to figure it out? And what were the choices for what they can do with you?
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( part of her feels guilty for being torn about this, strange when starfleet has always been her dream. that hasn't changed but these are circumstances she never could have expected )
They want me out there, keeping how I'm really here a secret.
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Do you want to be out there?
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( in her normal situation she wanted nothing more than to be in starfleet, to be out there. but she'd been thrown into circumstances she only partially knew and she at least needed some time )
I could do it, it wouldn't be difficult but... it's not really my life. Which isn't really anything, I could figure out everything I needed, I could do the job... but there are things I'd miss.
( she herself hadn't yet said goodbye to him, hadn't gotten ready to move on as a captain. she could do it but she wasn't there yet to leave him )
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[Then he pours two drinks and leans back on the sofa.]
You'd be good at the job, and if you're anything like her you should have had your own command years ago, even if I would've missed you.
[It's actually nice to be able to say things like that out loud now.]
It doesn't need to be a ship-board posting. I needed a break after Talos. It would stand to reason that you would too, after being left wherever they decide to say you were left for two years.
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but he was right. she didn't have to go back out there to do something, there were many things she could do, right? )
You're right. After 'being dead' for two years, after whatever story they come up with... having a break would probably be sensible. Medical would feel better about it. ( she did not look forward to the therapist they were going to send her to ) Something planet based might work better.
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[He'd like to say she's welcome to stay again, but after letting her know he wasn't throwing her out it might seem like a bit much.]
It doesn't have to be forever, just for right now.
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( especially anything she could dig up that he didn't know. being planet based would also be more helpful to her in trying to find a way back to her own universe )
I'm back with them tomorrow, it'll probably come up.
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[At this point he doesn't know who she'd know back home. Spock didn't know her here so other relationships might be different too.]
Are they going to give you a real break tomorrow?
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( which showed her faith in a small conversation but nothing about this was a small conversation. but really, the quicker the bulk of it was done the better especially if she wasn't frustrated going forward )
When was La'an promoted?
( good for her. though did they meet in the same way here or had la'an been afforded a better life? )
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[He needed to get used to treating them like the same person, instead of two different women.]
Thought about having her teach the cadets about security, but they might all quit after lesson seven.
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( as tough as la'an's lessons were ghey did prepare you well whether security was the end goal or not )
I'll check in with them... though Kat might take me a minute.
( her turn to be on the bearer of bad news side )
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[But he's very much amused.]
What happened to Kat?
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It's better you don't know, Chris.
( too much happened to kat and none of it was the good she deserved )
If I do take an Earth-based position ( not at all changing the subject ) it can't be at the Academy. I don't teach.
( not obviously. she's a more subtle guiding hand )
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I'm sorry.
[He leans back on the sofa, drink still in hand thinking.]
The Academy wouldn't be good. Though you might be a fun guest lecturer. There are some open Captain level positions at command, and there're always the shipyards. Maybe you can help with the computer systems. Everything's getting enhanced with better voice control.
[Wouldn't that be something, every ship would sound like Una.]
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( always the joke but at least she's making it this time. but una does have a lot she can talk about whether it's engineering, helm, or just general space experiences. and those would definitely be the more interesting lectures )
I can't say I've ever thought about it before, being on a ship was the only thing before. But I'll definitely look into each of them. ( and no doubt they'd all try to win her over to them ) I won't be jumping quickly.
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[Which is far from the truth, but cadets get their minds set on the way things work and just stick with it.]
Being on a planet isn't all bad, and I'd never thought I'd say this but it's nice to be in one place for a little while. It actually makes me feel like I have a life outside of Starfleet sometimes.
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( and that's definitely the scary part. their lives are so different to what una knows but somehow, and it's absolutely because he's here, she's not that frightened by it. if he's with her she figures she can adjust and make something new )
Do you miss the stars, being out there?
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[What ship that is, he has no idea but that's what's supposed to happen.]
They wanted to make me an Admiral after Talos, I told them no. I'm not ready to be stuck on a planet permanently.
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( which was good, certainly on chris's side, he was too good of an officer and a captain to lose. and she was glad that he hadn't taken that promotion )
What's the estimate of when the ship will be ready?
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