( she's also going to be honest and say she's tried never really thinking about that, even when he's sneaked them aboard. better to play ignorant than to have a hurting heart.
so she'll scoot around the table, kissing his cheek )
Anything like this would need shore leave. I'm okay with dinners.
( una could count on one hand how many actual dates she'd been on, how much was more than just a casual drink and sex, the thhing she usually only then gave herself time for. rarely still.
dates with him? she'd worked herself up a little before this first dinner nevermind going somewhere with him )
And without thinking about it I'm not sure what I usually do counts as a date.
( except anything could be. hiking and camping could be a date if you both enjoyed it, especially getting to stargaze or cuddle up in the tent later. or have sex. all were options )
( he'd have to remember that one when they were back nearer earth, it was newer to her. so was dating but she'd be making an effort of things to do with him )
There's an exhibit on Mars I've always wanted to see. I never usually think it's enough of a reason to go.
( her eyebrows raise slightly and the idea dawns on her more. it's the full real thing, this is what a relationship is, spending time with him off the ship as well as in their quarters )
Well, I'll let you know if I come up with other places I've wanted to see.
[Out of all the things they talked about over the years, their past relationship experiences wasn't something ever mentioned. He wasn't exactly secretive about his but he can't remember a time when Una said anything.]
Then maybe I can get used to the idea. And you'll like the exhibit.
( maybe. maybe he'd like it just because it made her happy or maybe she was right and he'd actually enjoy it. she wasn't giving him more until they actually planned the date )
( there's a little pride in her smile, a strength in the trust and belief she has in him )
But I also don't remember the last time I went on a real date, so it's not really you I'm worried about.
( it's a joke, she's not really worried and her last date wasn't as long ago as she's making it out to be. but he gets the idea, less familiar territory, even if she knows him well enough to make the whole experience comfortable. it was the word giving her more trouble than just spending time with him )
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[Because he did not believe 'Good views' at all.]
I did the same thing in the desert. It was just nice to be alone I could just relax.
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My boyfriend. Who I'm not telling you about. That was a long time ago.
( and whilst they're not bad memories she left a lot of this back on illyria )
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I won't ask, we both have past partners.
[But he does hope he was a good person and didn't treat her badly.]
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We do.
( she's also going to be honest and say she's tried never really thinking about that, even when he's sneaked them aboard. better to play ignorant than to have a hurting heart.
so she'll scoot around the table, kissing his cheek )
Besides, there's a better future for both of us.
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There is, isn't there?
[He doesn't say they only have a decade, if they make it that far. He's going to enjoy the time they have.]
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( maybe she'd take him into a tree too ).
Though there are a lot of other things we can do. And it's nice doing something for the first time with you.
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What else would you like to do?
[Fishing for date ideas? Maybe.]
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( una could count on one hand how many actual dates she'd been on, how much was more than just a casual drink and sex, the thhing she usually only then gave herself time for. rarely still.
dates with him? she'd worked herself up a little before this first dinner nevermind going somewhere with him )
And without thinking about it I'm not sure what I usually do counts as a date.
( except anything could be. hiking and camping could be a date if you both enjoyed it, especially getting to stargaze or cuddle up in the tent later. or have sex. all were options )
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[Though he would really like to go out with her, somewhere they have to look nice, no uniforms, and just enjoy something together.]
Well, I did bring up the jazz club idea. Though that's for when we're close to earth.
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( he'd have to remember that one when they were back nearer earth, it was newer to her. so was dating but she'd be making an effort of things to do with him )
There's an exhibit on Mars I've always wanted to see. I never usually think it's enough of a reason to go.
( but going with someone on a date... )
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That sounds like fun. Museum, dinner out, it'll be a real date, like regular people.
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( her eyebrows raise slightly and the idea dawns on her more. it's the full real thing, this is what a relationship is, spending time with him off the ship as well as in their quarters )
Well, I'll let you know if I come up with other places I've wanted to see.
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[Out of all the things they talked about over the years, their past relationship experiences wasn't something ever mentioned. He wasn't exactly secretive about his but he can't remember a time when Una said anything.]
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( hey, the whole thing was new, it wasn't just a measure of how little she'd actually been on dates over the past... too many years )
At least not when this is its own secret. I just need to figure out how that'd work.
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[And as long as they weren't all over each other in public, most people would just assume they were just out together.]
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( maybe. maybe he'd like it just because it made her happy or maybe she was right and he'd actually enjoy it. she wasn't giving him more until they actually planned the date )
You can pick the restaurant though.
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[Or make Una uncomfortable, but he suspects she knows that part already.]
Oh good, I don't want to kill all my taste buds at the end of the evening.
[He's teasing you again.]
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( there's a little pride in her smile, a strength in the trust and belief she has in him )
But I also don't remember the last time I went on a real date, so it's not really you I'm worried about.
( it's a joke, she's not really worried and her last date wasn't as long ago as she's making it out to be. but he gets the idea, less familiar territory, even if she knows him well enough to make the whole experience comfortable. it was the word giving her more trouble than just spending time with him )
We'll be fine. We've handled a lot worse.
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['Date' did change the boundary of what they're doing together, but so did 'shore leave in Montana'. He's sure they'll come out better for it.]