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[adashofoutrage]

I'm not sure I've ever really known how most people feel before.

( she thinks about how, throughout their entire relationship, she had known exactly how and when river would die. and all of the things river had known about her, too. so many secrets between them. )

That's something I could definitely get used to. If you're up for it.

[retrorsum]

You'll have to do better than that to get rid of me.

( not that river hoped she'd try to. they were married and that was a promise, and a love, that to river meant everything. every lifetime, any moment. she'd always be there )

I have a new life to figure out. You'll always be a part of it.

( the best part. maybe she was getting soft in her old age )

[adashofoutrage]

( you'll have to do better than that to get rid of me. oh river, as if she'd dare even try. the very thought makes her scoff. )

The last time you saw me, I didn't know who you were. The last time I saw you, for once it seemed so... final.

( she reaches out, squeezes river's hand. )

You're gonna have to put up with me for a while, I think.

[retrorsum]

( she has to agree. on darillium river, even without knowing the details, felt uncertain about what the future would hold. it didn't help that she'd found accounts that said it was the last night that they would spend together.

but now. all of space and time, river was looking forward to that. it was fresh, something new and river hoped that they had many many years together. the doctor could still regenerate but she had only this life remaining. however long she had she wanted to spend it with her )

Good.

( river runs her thumb over the doctor's knuckles, releasing a small sigh )

We still have a lot of space and time that we haven't seen.

[adashofoutrage]

I look forward to it. You can help me run this body through its paces, make sure it's up to scratch.

( wait. no, that... )

I will admit, that sounded different in my head.

[retrorsum]

( river just gives her a knowing look because she will do whatever you want her to with that body. there's a lot of exploration to do in every context they could come up with )

Just tell me where and when.

( she might even let her pilot a few of those times, give some mystery to that destination )

It would be nice to hear some of the places you've been to too.

[adashofoutrage]

( the doctor clears her throat, tries not to focus on River's look too hard because she can feel the tips of her ears growing warm. that's a new one. )

You can count on it.

( the places she'd been, though? where to even start. )

Oh, you'll like this. I was a teacher for a while.

[retrorsum]

Oh?

( she looks intrigued by this. she's certain that it has come up before, or at least had rhe possibility of it. the doctor knew so much and had done so many different things that she had so much she could teach to others -- her friends were just the start of that )

Where was it?

[adashofoutrage]

Earth! Bristol, specifically. Alternated between teaching science, possibly adopting a granddaughter and trying to rehabilitate my best frenemy.

( she pauses, frowning. )

Come to think of it, a lot more happened at that school than I give it credit for.

[retrorsum]

( sorry, excuse the slightly paused expression while her brain processes the fact that three entirely separate threads were thrown at her. she expects this from you, doctor, but some of those topics were slightly more concerning than the others )

The Master--?

( but, right, not the important part. maybe not. rehabilitating? that seemed like a long effort, even if river shouldn't be that judgemental given some of the things that she's done in her own past. open invitation to the harmony and redemption, for instance )

The fact that you held a job there says it wasn't all terrible. Though you held a job.

( her love staying in one place in a linear fashion. how novel )

[adashofoutrage]

Missy, now. Ooh. Ooh, no.

( eyes widening, the doctor looks down at herself. )

Oh, she'll never let me hear the end of it if she finds out about this. She'll think I'm copying her.

( still. that's a problem for another time. probably. )

Few decades I was there. Shockingly peaceful for most of it.

[retrorsum]

You had to get the idea from somewhere.

( is she teasing or is she serious? river did make the comment about focusing on her dress size and after enough regenerations, well-- )

Though shockingly peaceful?

( hopefully she wasn't getting bored of all the peace after a few decades of it )

I'm a little surprised.

[adashofoutrage]

Oi.

( the doctor nudges her with her knee. )

Well. Your friend, Nardole. He made a valiant effort to keep me in line.

( until she actually let herself grow attached to someone, anyway. )

Didn't always succeed, but that was hardly his fault.

[retrorsum]

Nardole--

( oh, her brain for how hazy it was still feeling had almost forgotten about that, about him and the task that she'd set for him )

Then you have my diary

( that probably shouldn't have been her first priority there but that was a very important book )

[adashofoutrage]

((ooc: so i apologise if i get anything mixed up. for some reason i can't remember... most of twelve's run. possibly because i've been rewatching eleven's recently. i'm not saying you're making me miss river but.))

I do. Good at his job, that one.

( when she let him be, when she wasn't tricking him to let her go. )

It's yours, if you want it back.

[retrorsum]

( ooc; no worries! and it is a good run to rewatch ;) )

Actually--

( there's a pause, river thinking for a few moments. the diary had been two things to her -- a chronicle of their lives, a guide for knowing when they were and it was entirely special to her. she didn't need the spoiler guide any more but it was still special )

I think it'll be safe with you. ( and if she ever wanted to read it river knew exactly where it was )

Besides I'm going to need a new diary.

( the old one was full and whether or not she needed to the practice of writing everything down had been a little soothing. reliving their adventures, reading something thrilling and having everything close to her hearts )

[adashofoutrage]

( safe was one word for it. graham thought it was an instruction manual and the doctor actually had to let him meet elvis to make up for how... strongly she'd reacted. )

Still planning on writing down your findings? Such an archaeologist.

( it's said fondly this time, at least. )

[retrorsum]

Someone has to document this new life.

( she's kidding. she never lets anyone see inside her diary, though maybe this time since they're running parallel she might let the doctor read it )

And apparently, I'm the best person for it.

( thank you flemming )

[adashofoutrage]

That you are.

( the doctor had documented some of their time together herself, to help keep track of where they were, but never the same amount of detail river had gone to. )

We'll have to find something good for you to start your new one off with.

( although, as far as beginnings go, coming back from the dead is quite a good one.

[retrorsum]

Oh, you're too late there.

( whenever she got her hands on a new book this would go in it. it would be partly to record the day but also to document her thoughts and, hopefully if any more returned, help her to figure out how exactly she'd come back to life. there was no better place than her diary for that )

Though you still have time to think up the first date.

( adventure, date... )

[adashofoutrage]

Oh, well. First date of your new life. I'll have to think of something special. Really outdo myself.

( she gives a mock serious look, her lips twitching. )

Especially if it's being documented. Can't have people think I'm getting less romantic in my old age.

[retrorsum]

( she chuckles, noting the expression )

And you do have twenty-four years to live up to.

( though that was last lifetime for the both of them. did it really count?

there's a small shake of her head, river tipping her head to the side a little )

You don't need to beat anything. And they're always special.

[adashofoutrage]

( she raises her eyebrows in surprise. always? )

Well, if that's the case, I'll just take you to my new friends' for tea, shall I?

( she's kidding. they're brilliant, but even they're not quite ready for this. )

Maybe I'll just aim for somewhere we're not likely to be maimed or eaten.

[retrorsum]

I thought that was part of the charm.

( she's kidding. though river does enjoy danger, how could she not when she runs to it so often, she does appreciate a lack of maiming or being eaten in her days )

Though I would like to meet your new friends at some point.

[adashofoutrage]

Oh, River. So far they've dealt with a bloke called Tim with teeth in his face, sniperbots, sentient, murderous fabric and a racist from the future.

( she takes one of river's hand between both of hers. )

I think meeting my wife might be the strangest thing for them yet.

( feeling perhaps a tiny bit bolder than she has so far, she lifts river's hand to press her lips against the back of it to take any sting out of her words. )

Of course you'll meet them. As soon as I'm prepared for any "punching above my weight" comments.

( ryan. she's thinking of ryan. )